I Cannot Breathe

And I have the sneezies. And my nose is itchy. :o(  *sniffle* I even took a sinus pill this morning. It's a 24-hour one--supposedly--so I really don't want to take another yet.

I have been really wanting to go swimming, but I still feel like I have a cold. It still feels like it's coming on, though. I wish it would just either get here and get over with, or go away.

Yesterday, well, I don't know how I did. I didn't count. However, I would estimate that the answer is "not very well." Today, I didn't count either, because I had a special sushi roll for lunch that probably isn't called the same thing at other restaurants (it was called a Golden Dragon roll, and it was like a dynamite roll with salmon and avocado on top). I also had a California roll and two salmon nigiri. And a clementine. And one potato chip. Yes, just one. I'm only starting to get a bit hungry now, after my very filling lunch. All in all, I would say I'm doing not bad today. Although I didn't eat breakfast. I probably should have, but I just...didn't.

I felt kind of down this morning. I'm not sure why. But I did a few dishes, and ate, and that helped. Maybe my lack of motivation is just getting me down a bit. I was wondering if that means the Zoloft isn't working? But I'm not having the bad, paranoid (as in anxiety-related) sort of thoughts I was before, so that seems to be an improvement. I dunno. I still wish I felt more motivated/hopeful about the future. I do feel like I have a little more control over my moods now, so that's good, I guess. I should probably work on that happiness book the psychiatrist recommended.