Over It

I decided it's silly to be upset about someone saying something I don't think is true anyway, so I have deleted my former friend from Facebook (always appreciate alliteration!), and moved on. I feel much better now. :D And yay for meds, I think, because this is something that before, could have sent me into a tailspin about what a horrible person I must be, for someone to think that of me. But now it seems rather small and unimportant.

I'm very (!!!) hungry today, but I'm doing okay, because I just want my lunch. I'm holding out for it. 17 minutes to go...

I'm not sure what's for dinner tonight, but I guess I'll be making pizza. I need to go shopping for that, though. Or send my husband. That way I can't buy bad things. Although, that way I can't buy blueberries and raspberries, either. Hmmm. Yes, I could tell him to get them, but I like to choose them myself. In my ideal life, I would live somewhere where I had a ton of fruit trees and bushes on my property--blueberries (I have this, but it's too young to produce), raspberries (nowhere to put these yet, and the ones we got from my dad, died), apricots (won't grow here), pitaya (bumpy yellow dragon fruit--won't grow anywhere NEAR here! Which is sad, because it's the yummiest fruit in the world imo), peaches, nectarines, grapes, saskatoons, huckleberries, etc. Also, I would have a ton of lilac trees. I know they're not fruit, but I love them. :D

As it is, we have the young blueberry bush that doesn't produce, strawberries that keep getting eaten by what we suspect is our monstrous little squirrel, or maybe rabbits, and one lonely little lilac tree. Oh, I just remembered that we planted a tiny saskatoon bush last year! It's basically a stick right now. I hope it lives.

I'd also have a fig tree. I dreamed that I had a fig tree last night, and that it produced. We do have a fig tree indoors, but it doesn't ever get figs on it. I dreamed I had some other sort of tree, too, with fruit I liked, but I can't remember what it was. But I was in heaven, lol. How weird that I would dream about it.