I Changed My Mind

My stomach got super-upset the other day in spite of my no-gluten diet of late. Plus, I am still having tummy "issues." I don't think I'm gluten-intolerant. I don't know how to explain the corn spaghetti being easier on my stomach. Maybe it was a fluke.

Also, doing this gluten-free thing bites. I don't like it, I don't want to do it anymore, and I don't know what I was thinking. To anyone who HAS to do it because they really are allergic, I sympathize. It's hard.

I am feeling rather despondent these days, too, for no apparent reason. Although I suspect it may have something to do with my course, which I really need to finish so that it can stop weighing on my mind! But every time I pick up the book to make notes, I get overwhelmed and put it down again. I have yet to hear from my new shrink, although I was told their assistant called me a month ago (no, they didn't--I have voice mail and caller ID, and there was nothing). I guess I should call tomorrow. I think I can feel better than this.

On the up (?) side, I don't feel any real enjoyment of food at the moment. I still have been eating, though. So it's probably not doing me as much good as I'd hope.